I see you, wild heart. Hurting with injustice and pain and unhealed wound and uncertainty and all kinds of things.
And I see your struggle. Your struggle that comes when comfortability is the key to the wrong room, the one that keeps you where you are.
But the choice is hard. There is no right or wrong answer. Only different. So keep choosing, even in the darkness. This is for your choices. Choose well.
Keep choosing belief
Keep choosing hope in the same way you hope to see a shooting star
Keep choosing belief in something better
Keep choosing deliverance even when you don’t believe
Keep choosing opportunities even when you can’t see them
Keep choosing small possibilities
Keep choosing kindness
Keep choosing kindness for yourself.
Keep choosing the smallest of steps because I know they feel like the biggest.
Keep choosing the time to drink the air into your lungs
Keep choosing another outcome and then the one beyond that.
Keep choosing to keep reaching, even when you’re tired
Keep choosing protection
Keep choosing prayer
Keep choosing to get down on your knees and press your forehead to the strange comfort of the hard ground – it tells you you’re still alive.
Keep choosing to confront your fears especially when they’re held from when you were too small to even remember what caused them.
Keep choosing to bend rather than break – you’re stronger than you think.
Keep choosing to seek the light when you can only feel darkness.
Keep choosing company (when you need company)
Keep choosing solitude (when you need to be alone)
Keep choosing divine wisdom
Keep choosing the wisdom of your very own soul
Keep choosing to reject the negative and the negative words that lace your soul like alcohol and cigarettes, a slow poison.
Keep choosing nurturance of your radiant being (it’s still there).
Keep choosing to see that the sky is still blue
Keep choosing to feel your feet touching the earth
Keep choosing knowledge
Keep choosing healthy boundaries to ringfence your sanity.
Keep choosing good luck charms
Keep choosing the warm nights of friendship
Keep choosing memories
Keep choosing to release thoughts that hold you captive in your house of misery.
Keep choosing the Now.
Keep choosing to release the past and the future.
Keep choosing the beating of your heart (it continues)
Keep choosing wild days and whatever temporary abandon you need
Keep choosing to root and
Keep choosing to float.
Keep choosing less expectation
Keep choosing to expect nothing less than what you deserve.
Keep choosing your daydreams for they are where your truth is hidden
Keep choosing purpose, it will give you meaning greater than you.
Keep choosing to give, even when you feel you have nothing to give.
Keep choosing new experiences – surf away your sadness, stitch yourself back together, write into the tiny hours by candlelight, have midnight picnics at the beach and learn to speak in a tongue that gives you new meaning to what you think you knew
Keep choosing to refuse to succumb
Keep choosing small rituals
Keep choosing healing in all its wild forms from a trip to Bali or shamanic trips to Peru or deep massages or long walks in the countryside where you stop to howl at the sun
Keep choosing your healing, however it looks because looks don’t matter.
Keep choosing Mother Nature
Keep choosing Aphrodite and moving into love of your self.
Keep choosing teachings of loss
Keep choosing to receive and release pain – they tell you that the problem is far beyond your joints, bones, organs.
Keep choosing to receive pleasure
Keep choosing the beauty in the everyday – the hands that made your coffee, the white of your eiderdown, the song of the birds even when you are angry with their joy.
Keep choosing to allow your tears to flow and their saltiness to be your balm
Keep choosing the callings of your soul
Keep choosing expansion into a greater you
Keep choosing hope for a miracle (Because you’ll find them daily).
Keep choosing rays of sunshine and radiance that light up your face the way you remember it
Keep choosing forwards, even when you slip back.
Keep choosing opening
Keep choosing to see the brutal lies of your confused mind for what they are.
Keep choosing grace for those who need it
Keep choosing survival in its barest form, because somedays that’s all you can do.
Keep choosing Love in all its forms. The love of a kitten, your lipstick, the hugs of innocence and the embrace of strong arms.
Keep choosing the symbolic markers of your struggle – the crystals, pentagons, card decks of truth and the ink stains dancing over your skin – they’ll become medals of that transient time you became the hero in the story of your life.
Keep choosing nutrients, and choose not to disappear. You’re wiser than that.
Keep choosing desire.
Keep choosing breath.
Keep choosing allowing emotion to flow.
Keep choosing to feel and not bury.
Keep choosing releasing
Keep choosing to receive the yearnings of your soul. They will come quietly at first, and you’ll allow them in tentatively. And then they will rush in like the ocean.
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